Fiona and Jane by Jean Chen Ho book review
Jean Chen Ho’s short story collection “Fiona and Jane” follows two Taiwanese American women over the course of their 20-year friendship. The pair meet in a Los Angeles classroom in second grade after Jane emigrates from Taiwan. These childhood friends’ lives swing away from each other only to crash together again and again, exemplifying the realities of messy millennial womanhood.
The collection’s themes are broad yet intricately rendered. The book opens with three stories that ground the reader in the disparate struggles that will haunt each of the women throughout her life. In “The Night Market,” Jane is 18 and visiting her father in Taiwan. Her mission is to bring him back to Los Angeles, where she lives with her mother, and where Jane believes her father belongs. However, her plans are thwarted with the arrival of her father’s longtime friend Lee, with whom her father is in love. This revelation of queer love is doubly confusing for young Jane, who has recently begun a romantic relationship with her female piano teacher. But by the time Jane is ready to come to terms with her queer identity, her father is dead.
“Go Slow” focuses on the pair’s teen years as they drink in a Koreatown strip mall and contend with the vulnerability of their bodies. “The Inheritance” highlights the class differences between Jane and Fiona as Fiona comes into an unexpected sum of money that allows her to follow her writer boyfriend, Jasper, to New York City while Jane stays behind.
Over the years, there are career switches and divorces. Fiona, on the cusp of 30, moves back in with her parents; Jane navigates queer shame. They do nothing on society’s strict timetable. In fact, “Fiona and Jane” celebrates a woman’s ability to be late, to show up in their own lives when and where they want to, to change their minds, to be lonely and to be in love, and to be respected regardless.
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Through “Fiona and Jane,” Ho honors the hours put into a relationship, while also acknowledging the ways in which our lives are irreversibly changed by short-term engagements. The collection explores the dichotomy between deep and lengthy bonds, like Jane and Fiona’s, and fleeting encounters with lovers, fair-weather friends, colleagues, even parents. In the collection’s titular story, 27-year-old former Marine Julian, who struggles with PTSD and suicidal ideation, serves as a vehicle for a 37-year-old Jane to work through her persistent guilt over her father’s death. Jane and Julian’s bizarre and brief relationship signifies the power of being close to someone ostensibly different but emotionally similar, and the piercing impact of these ephemeral encounters.
Julian and Jane view the work of an artist who documents everyday life in telegrams and postcards. The words that the artist writes become a mantra for resilience and connection between the couple: “I got up today. I am still alive. I am still alive.”
Fiona and Jane, too, take life one day at a time, tapping in and out with each other as they plod along. The collection ends with the two women at 37, no more “resolved” than they were at 17. By concluding with Fiona and Jane as works in progress, Ho asserts that resolution is a pointless life goal. Instead, we are left with the beautiful tangle of two lives in the midst of being lived.
Rosa Boshier is a writer and artist whose work has appeared in Los Angeles Review of Books, the Guardian and Vice, among other publications.
Fiona and Jane
By Jean Chen Ho
Viking. 288 pp. $26
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